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Seems I Survived

by The Dead End Streets

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1.
I was going all the wrong directions Making only bad connections And I got an impressive collection of Scars and enemies Some who were best friends to me And lovers who would never be cause I could never get the nerve up and shameful memories of the mess I used to be but that rough and tumble road led me to you Too  The path I chose is a field filled with landmines I stepped on every one I could find It goes to show you can’t trust fools like me To handle any precious things But with each contusion, from confusion came a clearer point of view And every broken bone and drunken phone call taught me what not to do I was going all the wrong directions Making only bad connections And I got an impressive collection of Scars and enemies Some who were best friends to me And lovers who would never be cause I could never get the nerve up and shameful memories of the mess I used to be but that rough and tumble road led me to you Too   Tempting fate is great when you might win That’s not the situation I’m in I never could stay out of a game Even though they always end the same  A couple hundred stitches a dozen ditches I could never seem to fill Still I fill with pride that I survived some things that should have killed me. So though I’m going all the right directions and only need this one connection I get to keep my collection of Scars and enemies Some who were best friends to me And lovers who would never be cause I could never get the nerve up and shameful memories of the mess I used to be ‘cause that rough and tumble road led me to you Too 
2.
If I could just get you to stay,  I’d find some words I could say  That could remind you of how I love you  and that you love me If I could get you to stay  I’d spend my life on my knees Cause I’m contrite,  So please forgive me  or everything might change Because I’m afraid,  If you leave me now  The sun won’t shine any more And the trees won’t grow,  Nor the rivers flow And the moon will lose its romance But if I could just get you to stay,  The whole world could be saved At least I would and right now, baby,  That’s good enough for me But if you go away  It’s not just me who will pay Because we’re all in this together  I believe God made it that way And I’m afraid, If you leave me now The earth won’t spin any more And the birds won’t fly,  Nor white cat’s cry And true love will lose its last chance And I’m afraid, If you leave me now The earth won’t spin any more And the stars won’t glow,  Nor the cool wind blow And true love will lose its last chance And I’m afraid, If you leave me now  The sun won’t shine any more And the trees won’t grow,  Nor the rivers flow And the moon will lose its romance But if I could just get you to stay If I could just get you to stay If I could just get you to stay The whole world could be saved
3.
Betrayal's a familiar foe I thought I had defeated  But just like it did before History repeated And I thought I was well armed But he came with an army And weapons to tear out my soul And lay it out before me ​ I got a new favorite enemy This one really had it in for me Got closer than a friend to avoid any hassle When he walked through my door and he burned down my castle Then complained that I had soot in my beer Then gave me a kiss that made Judas seem sincere ​ I've got a fight on my hands I've got cathedrals to build But right now I can barely stand And think I might be killed  But I got love on my side And motivation galore And I have my sword and my shield To help me win the war ​ With my new favorite enemy This one really had it in for me Got closer than a friend to avoid any hassle When he walked through my door and he burned down my castle Then complained that I had soot in my beer Then he gave me a kiss that made  Judas seem sincere ​ Listen, new favorite enemy You're on notice, you ain’t beating me You got closer than a friend to avoid any hassle Then you walked through the door and you burned down my castle But you made one mistake, left my kingdom to save So you'll end up face down in a  pissed on grave
4.
You can try to use me, but im broken   I haven't worked a lick in three odd years Others tried to fix me up, but they all left me to rust   When they couldn't get me into second gear But I admit you have some tools I've never  seen  And  maybe you're the mechanic of my  dreams You used to have to kick me and that would fix me   But it turned out every time to be temporary With the brake pads  turned to dust, there's no sense in shifting up   And the way the engine's wired is downright scary ​ But you're certified on every know machine And  maybe you're the mechanic of my  dreams ​ If you can try some new techniques, apply some oil where I squeek And  you can find and fix some twenty leaks And get my fuel injection clean but leave my paint job nice and mean And find a replacement for my lost cowl screen ​ And help me hold my gasoline  Maybe you're the mechanic of my  dreams.  Now my meter light has gone from red to  green  Maybe you're the mechanic of my  dreams.  
5.
I’ve been hoping for a sunny day         For so long I forget how to play         I’m waiting for a sun breakthrough It’s been a while since I’ve had you I’m ready for the sunshine I’m ready for the sunshine I’ve had these hopes eleven times before   I’ve won my battles, but rain and clouds the war  I’m waiting for a sun breakthrough I’m feeling warm and I have you I’m ready for the sunshine I’m ready for the sunshine ​ Shine, Shine    ​ I’m ready for the sun breakthrough I’m ready for the sunshine   I’m ready for the sunshine I’m ready for the sunshine             Shine , Shine
6.
Concert Ts 03:25
Every time my baby folds my clothes for me,  she asks "baby, why don’t you throw away your concert t’s Some of them you’re not even allowed to wear cause your worried they might turn to dust they're so threadbare " I say, “what you may think is only ink and tattered thread Are signs along the road that is this life I've led And I’m still rolling on, so the shirts live on This worn out number from "the boss" in '85  A couple years before the day my brother died I slept out with my two best friends for all our seats While my brother spent the summer working at the beach I've seen fifty Springsteen shows in the years since then But that will always be the one I went with him And my brother's gone, but the shirt lives on And my first kiss was actually seeing Kiss after Peter Criss I couldn’t like the show, but I sure liked the bliss And the first time I felt love was at this Neil Young show I’m still proud I found the nerve to ask Louise to go Those loves are gone, but the shirts live on But you're the only one who could get me to Train And you're the only one who’ll ever share my name So this one that I would never stoop to wear Reminds me I’ll go anyplace if you are there And our love’s still strong, so the shirt lives on And when I die you can feel free to bury them with me But if you go first I’m keeping yours on the bed where you used to sleep And you might be gone but the love lives on
7.
Blinders 04:05
I convinced myself to love you so many times That I could never say I didn’t love you when you earned my ire And I could never love you and I knew it And I blew it so many times you headed for the door And I couldn’t stop myself from stopping you before You left me better off without you and free of all your strife And I made you stay to tear apart my life And I know I chose those blinders that I wore Afraid to see what I knew was the score And I wanted to believe, But now I know I’d rather see And I’m not wearing blinders anymore If you ever showed me kindness, you’d exact a fare And when you held me tight, even in my blindness, I made my pockets bare Cause if you wanted something you would take it And I would fake it that I didn’t care cause all the kind was mine And I made myself believe believing you were fine Was enough to make it true but now I’m clearly seeing you And now all my believing days are through And I know I chose those blinders that I wore Afraid to see what I knew was the score And I wanted to believe, But now I know I’d rather see and I’m not wearing blinders anymore And I know I chose those blinders that I wore Afraid to see what I knew was the score And I wanted to believe, But now I know I’d rather see and I’m not wearing blinders anymore I wanted to believe, But now I know I’d rather see And I’m not wearing blinders anymore   I’m not wearing blinders anymore
8.
Your Legacy 04:30
I hear a labored breath I hold mine I wish you had a zillion left But I’m not blind To the path before us I can see the forest for the trees I try hard not to show it But where it’s going is no mystery The road went up and down and around, but now it’s coming to an end And I’m too tired from all this traveling for trying to pretend So I’ll take care of you like you took care of me And I’ll promise I’ll protect your legacy Friends I thought were gone Can stop by Like an old familiar song Stuck in time But we could use a party We can’t dance but we always loved to sing And when the crowd is quiet I have the chance to tell you everything And every time I bear your weight I know the times I leaned on you And when I look into your eyes I know how you can lift me too So I’ll take care of you while you take care of me And I’ll promise I’ll protect your legacy
9.
In a motel room in Mississippi Sits a man at his end Loaded gun and sipping whiskey And a life he can’t defend He killed a girl in Oklahoma Just because she wouldn’t do All the things a woman wearing That little dress aught to do He was born in a trailer And that was where he spent his youth He tried to take Jesus as savior But he couldn’t see the use In '68, he joined the army To become a man In '69, came home to hatred Cause he killed in Vietnam So there he sits. Recalling history Wondering when the Devil came Emptied his heart, filled it with hatred And a killer’s shame
10.
To This Day 05:00
There was a week about a month ago When I thought I might fall in love again There was a day about four years ago  When you were the last thing on my mind You promised me a lifetime I’ve lived a lifetime of pain Each and every day since I’ve seen your face       And To this day,  I wanna cry and wail in front of you It turns out time don’t heal all wounds Cause to this day,  I’m bleeding from the lies you told But I have to tell the truth To this day I still love you Looking through old letters Some I wrote, but never sent Makes me wonder  Where all the years went When even booze and drugs  Can’t dull the pain Sometimes I still wonder  If I can make it through the day      ‘Cause To this day,  I wanna cry and wail in front of you It turns out time don’t heal all wounds Cause to this day,  I’m bleeding from the lies you told But I have to tell the truth To this day I still love you It’s goin’ on 18 hours Since the clock began again And I feel the same as the last time when I could say Yesterday,  I swore I’d cry and wail in front of you As it turns out  Time don’t heal all wounds Cause to this day,  I’m bleeding from the lies you told And I wished I could tell the truth That to this day,  I wanna cry and wail in front of you It turns out time don’t heal all wounds Cause to this day,  I’m bleeding from the lies you told And I have to tell the truth To this day I still love you
11.
It seems I survived It’s not the first time But I never waited longer To find out if I’d get stronger  Or I’d die And I’m glad to be alive Immune and unfettered Ready to be better Than before To rebuild and re store There’s more To create and explore Close calls, falls and pushing limits And ignored flashing warning signs Put me in danger for a minute But “in it”  Never took so long a time But It seems I survived It’s not the first time But I never had longer To sit around and ponder If I’d die And I’m glad to be alive Counting all my blessings Applying all the lessons From the storm Getting back into form There’s more To produce and per form Mistakes, bad breaks, bad behaviors Have sometimes served to isolate But from this prison of my own fear Its clear Its finally time to liberate 'Cause It seems I survived It’s not the first time But I never waited longer To find out if I’d get stronger Or I’d die And I’m glad to be alive Immune and unfettered Ready to be better Than before To rebuild and re store There’s more To create and explore

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The Dead End Streets released the title track of “Seems I Survived” in the early days of 2022. The tune, which Scott Mervis of the Pittsburgh Post Gazette called “a twangy garage-rock anthem for the waning days of the pandemic” signaled the bands’ intentions to embrace the change and renewal that rebuilding lives (and bands) brings.

The rest of the 11 song album was recorded in the ensuing eight months in Aquiline’s home studio, mixed by Jake Hanner and mastered by Dave Gardner at Infrasonic Sound Los Angeles. “Seems I Survived” displays the band’s versatility, Aquiline’s unique songwriting and Catley’s stellar vocal abilities as it cycles through the R&B, Rock and Roll, Country and Folk sounds that make up American Roots Rock.

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released October 7, 2022

Matt Aquiline Guitar, Mandolin, Vocals
Heather Catley Vocals
Alex Hershey Lead Guitar
Tom Hohn Drums, Percussion, Vocals
Bill Maruca Keys, Accordion
Ray Vasko Bass

Greg Eggert Trumpet
Jake Werkmeister Saxophone

Recorded at The Square Studio
“Seems I Survived” mixed at David Granati’s Maplewood Studio
All other songs mixed by Jake Hanner
Mastered by Dave Gardner at Infrasonic Sound Los Angeles

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The Dead End Streets Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

Stellar songwriting and exceptional musicianship from a group of seasoned Pittsburgh musicians lead to a sound that marries folk, rock, blues, country and a little blue-eyed soul into Roots Rock that is pure Pittsburgh, with skill, authenticity and the kind of depth you develop surviving a few cold Winters. ... more

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